As A Continues addition of "The Nightmare I Will Never Be Able To Forget" , I'd like to add, though my children were the direct victims of this vicious attack, and as a loving mother I to became a victim. I'd like to share the affects of this nightmare with you out there because only "you", I feel can relate to the mental affect that changes our lives as a result of such violent crimes. "A Nightmare I Will Never Forget" was just another chapter in my life that added to the life of torture and tu…
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Added by jennier howard on December 23, 2009 at 9:35am —
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Mother you used too keep me warm, Great love from you came from those arms. ATs a baby I would cry, Your grat arms I couldn't deny. Now that Mary holds me dear-Jesus' love is always near, and the lvoe I thought I missed, no greater love I ever felt, No hand I got was better dealt. For in God's life, no not confused, now in death I don't feel used.. No more regrets of a life once lived. For Dear God, he do forgive. IN your life you bore a son, But Jesus said he was the one. Taht will give eternal…
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Added by JENNIFER HOWRD on December 16, 2009 at 2:30pm —
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He, the Creator, started his own HIS plan, but he left it up to man...Though SHE commited a forbidden sin, HE chose to enter into HER den. Though it hurted HIS pure great heart.....insteat of death....he allowed us to depart.....HIS own SON he sent to earth, though in the end he knew HE would hurt......because of the choice that was made......eternal life for us was waived. Dust we came and dust we will go.....because no one can run God's show.......In the end thou won't succeed....for he's the…
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Added by jennier howard on December 16, 2009 at 1:30pm —
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The appointed shepherd has lost a sheep. A young lost soul satin paln to keep. Lif's obstacles has trapped him in ths world, intend to tak him straight to hell. War and bondage he specialize, sould God expected to arise, Jesus died to we may live, for god's love for us was real. The devil is the greatest live, he just sit and wait for us to die. PEOPLE, WAKE UP AND PRIASE DEAR GOD -----
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Added by jennier howard on December 16, 2009 at 1:25pm —
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Dear Brother, As I sit here thinking of you, I want you to know that I miss you too. Please take care of my girls, for you know they were my world. Brother, I miss you, Oh, you know that this is true. When I left your eyes were brown, I know I went out like a clown. But, Brother, please remember this, of all the people, it's you I miss. Wish to expain what I had did, but confused and blurry-was just a kid. Though my act was so unfair, my life was empty, I just didn't care. Though I plottd a terr…
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Added by jennier howard on December 16, 2009 at 12:30pm —
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The Father, the Son, the Hold Ghost, the one that I respect the most. Because I know my hearts not fake, your love for them he could not take. the unconditional love your possess for me, was proved that it was thee. Because you a second chance, for man to hold a sturdy stance. The kind of love only you would give, so we would have a chance to live. For our sins Jesus died, and left life's laws as a guide. Some people know not your love, for they know not of heaven above. My Dear Father high up a…
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Added by jennier howard on December 16, 2009 at 12:24pm —
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They come in disquises, no one realizing, no advertising. Low key slow key, now key. Yo, because they weren't meant to be.
A temporary presence, invading the essence, of other one's beloved and created acceptance. A lifeless nuesence, totally useless. Sent straight from SAtan, always "haten". Someone should have told you, this world could not hold you, and God blessed you , cause I would have devoured you. Tore ou in parts, created new starts, form nothingless of you , I'd created new arts. Moth…
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Added by jennier howard on December 16, 2009 at 11:54am —
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Boy didn't you know,What makes my heart glow.
Would have permantly have sent you,well beyond the most low.
Why didn't they not tell you, "My" earth could would've held you,
if the bullets you got ,was not fatally shot.
Not enough space,nor energy waste
for your short term adventure,unplanned and in haste
you i forbid,your life I'd had rid,just because of the crime ,you palnned and forfilled.
You thought that you'd go-oh no not along,but my trust in MY GOD proved truely and strong.
The pain that…
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Added by JENNIFER HOWRD on December 16, 2009 at 11:00am —
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On August 11, 2009, I received a call that changed my life forever. I was informed that my then 18 year old daughter, her 5 month old son and the baby's grandfather had a been stabbed multiple times. My daughter received 28 stabs all over her body. In her face, arms, eye, hands, back, side, intestines, colon, head, shoulders by a very trusted person. Her boyfriends brother. Why, we don't know. The assumption is. The after effect of the use of imbalming fluid, also known and wet and I'm thinking…
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Added by jennier howard on November 22, 2009 at 2:00pm —
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hello I am Vince
this is my story, in 1986 or somewhere around there I was walking home from a lounge
late one night as I did so many times before, when a 2 guys pull up and 1 guy approaches me
says something and suddenly grabs me and suddenly punches me in the head hard, his friend
came out right out of nowhere and hits me from behind with a beer bottle, pulls a knife & cuts
my hand, however it didn't stop there the 1st guy then grabbed my hair and proceeded to ram
my head into a steel sign…
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Added by vince sperling on September 25, 2009 at 6:30am —
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It was January, but it happens in my sleep;again and again. Two men, 6ft. + each, one probably 300lbs. One a pro. boxer. The first guy said he was going to kill me. I, to this day, do not know why. He pounded me in my stomache-snatched me to the ground and began to hold me by my hair nad kick me in the stomache. I had no possible chance to defend myself or run away. The other joined in and held me down, so I could not get away or defend myself..a female also joined in with a knife but the larger…
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Added by Jill Daniel-Enfinger on August 11, 2009 at 6:14am —
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ok i am new here, on 3-21-08 in lakeland fla my 18 yr old daughter jessica upton. 2 die in bed is the story.
i was denied my parental rights. my ex lost the kids thank god. i learned of stories of molestations and torture. and became a classic case of an abandoned child but she knew id find her when she was out.and sure eneough my child was coming to see me when school let out... ... i was getting to the bottom of the molestation thing i promise you. but i was contacted by the authorities and i…
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Added by fred upton on July 5, 2009 at 7:10pm —
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Did you know there are 1,317 registered non-profit organizations (501c3 status) in the United States that provide some kind of victim support, resources or guidance? And these are just the non-profits -
this does not include the victim support services offered by police, sheriff, and District Attorney offices across the country.
While each one of these non-profits will relate to a specific crime or geographic area, collectively they represent people, volunteers, organizations and…
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Added by Courtney Holston-Toth on June 5, 2009 at 9:14am —
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Things to do if someone you know goes missing.
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Added by Seeker on June 3, 2009 at 1:19am —
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Would you please consider signing
this petition for a Worldwide Missing and Unidentified Persons Day?
If you will take the time to even glance at the number of names on list list, barely over 1800, most of them have a story or know someone that is missing. I don't know why, but with missing persons there is a stigma that somehow they must have deserved it. And, somehow that will not happen to us...it only happens to other people…
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Added by Seeker on June 3, 2009 at 1:16am —
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Hi there,
I know there are several networks on ning that allow victims of crime to provide support and guidance for one another. I don't want to re-invent the wheel. If you're looking for support and content from other victims of serious crimes, please join
http://victimssupportnetwork.ning.com/ or resources about murdered or missing loved ones join
http://victimsvoice.ning.com/.
I'm interested in…
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Added by Courtney Holston-Toth on June 2, 2009 at 1:00pm —
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SafeCITY Publishing
Publishers of Local MugSHOTS
The Nation's Leading Crime-Fighter Publication
May 11, 2009 VOL. 1 NO. 15
FIGHT'N CRIME ONE MugSHOT AT A TIME!
THE GRIM SLEEPER - SERIAL KILLER
Los Angeles police are searching for a serial killer dubbed the "Grim Sleeper," who is thought to have killed 11 people.
The killer, who police say murdered from 1985 to 2007, was nicknamed the Grim Sleeper because he seemed to take a break between homicides, police said.
The killer is wanted in 11 de…
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Added by Seeker on May 12, 2009 at 6:30pm —
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Added by Seeker on May 11, 2009 at 1:01pm —
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Want to Help Change the World?

Never Say Never -- we can make this happen -- National Missing and Unidentified Persons Day
Want to Help Change the World?Never Say Never -- we can make this happen -- National Missing and Unidentified Persons Day
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Added by Seeker on May 7, 2009 at 5:23pm —
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My name is Doris Anne Beaulieu. I have a website-Life’s Ultimate Test dot com-on which you can learn more about my mission to change the face of home schooling.
I attended a parochial school as a child in the 1950's. In this Catholic school I was sheltered from the realities of the world around me-from swearing, from public displays of affection, from slang. These are often some of the same things that modern home schooling parents aim to protect their children from. A superior court judge said”…
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Added by Doris Anne Beaulieu on May 4, 2009 at 8:14pm —
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