my daughter was killed

[fred upton]

ok i am new here, on 3-21-08 in lakeland fla my 18 yr old daughter jessica upton. 2 die in bed is the story.
i was denied my parental rights. my ex lost the kids thank god. i learned of stories of molestations and torture. and became a classic case of an abandoned child but she knew id find her when she was out.and sure eneough my child was coming to see me when school let out... ... i was getting to the bottom of the molestation thing i promise you. but i was contacted by the authorities and i died without a breath.
ok its a year later my life is over i am slowly dying and i dont care.
see all of my kids have came home at 18. im still waiting on jess.
the kid that shot her is in jail awaiting trial. he wishes to claim mental defect. i will go to prison if he gets out of this. i am sorry if this offends anyone im just venting i guess.
what i would like to see come out of this is a fix the entire problem idea i have that i could get started in jessicas name.... ....ok poverty easy fix... ...start offering school to go to associate degree as a school criteria. people with degrees earn over a million dollars in their lifetimes..fact...ok absent parents... ok instead of jail school. get me a degree so i can get a good job im paying the few dollars i owe in child support no problem.... ...am i right?...
ok domestic violence... ...put boxing rigs all over america, if you want to hit your girl come on down strap on the gloves. see there will be another hothead there to box with you. problem solved... oh and since most relationships end over money it would greatly reduce divorce rates as well.
ok one of you brainyack people get this idea out there for me please
thanx
fred upton
in memory of
jessica marie upton
2-5-90 to 3-21-08

[Seeker]

Fred, I am so sorry for Jessica and you. If you need to vent, do so, or better yet, prayer does work. If you need anything I can provide, even an ear to hear you, or someone to weep with you, I certainly will. [e-mail]

Many hugs & blessings your way,

Karrie


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[Jill Daniel-Enfinger]

Dear Fred> It is truelly hard to feel like anyone cares when you are hurting this way. I can tell that you are in pain and wish that I knew some majical words to say to you to help you to realize that your death would not serve your child or the way she died nor others whom are out here that you may could help. Keep your head up the best you can. Cry when ever wherever u feel the need! I will remember you in my prayers. And remember time will heal all woulds and remember that your child is in a better place and would not want this pain for you. Try to hold on to positive thoughts. Though it can be SO hard to do. Thinking of you> Jill

[Chris Crittenden]

i understand fully